I miss God... :(

I have been away from my friends and church for a little over a week now and I hate it. We didn't go to church last Sunday because we got in late Saturday night. We're going to Chuck Swindoll's church tomorrow so I guess it will be ok tomorrow. I have been living with non-Christians this week and it's not fun. Now I see why it's so hard to have an immediate family member who's not a believer...not good. In my family, we always pray before we eat and this last week it's just been awkward so we kinda just started eating. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, but it's kinda hard to see my dad not step up (because he's always the one to pray)...maybe I could have stepped up. I guess it's just hard to step up when you don't have that role model right there. I just miss God.